Falling Apart

Well, my worlds seems to be falling apart right now. But I wanted to share a couple little things that have still managed to make me smile

Faithfully Yours

While I'm losing my faith in some ways, I'm actually gaining faith in others. Specifically, relationships with people. I've had trust issues for a long time, and most of my romantic relationships last for a very short amount of time, which does nothing to help my fears.

But right now things have been very different for me. I've been in a relationship with Nathan since December 2009, and no matter what we've come up against, what we had to deal with, or how bad things have seemed, we've always ended up stronger on the other side. It's Valentine's day today, our second one together, and as hard as it's been for me to learn to trust, I'm finally there I think.
We've learned from each other and about each other, and I can finally say that I completely trust another person. I believe in him to not hurt me and to continue loving me. It's, well, it's the most amazing feeling I've ever had. It's exhilarating to think that I can rely on someone to comfort me when things get rough, to hold me when I need to cry, and to love me faithfully as well.

"Forever and for always my angel through ups and downs, twists and turns. i will always be there for you my love" -November 2