Sunday, May 29, 2011

Nightmares

So for the last week I keep having those nightmares. You know the ones. You wake up heart racing, tears threating, and that conviction that it really happened.
Last week it was a threat to my love and my parents. And I couldn't save them both, I had to choose one or the other and the last thing that happened before I awoke? A gunshot. Aimed at me.
Horrifying, right? No wonder I couldn't go back to sleep.
Last night wasn't much better. I was pregnant, several months along, and had a giant huge belly that I constantly kept my hand over to protect. I was in jail by mistake, and scared to death, but then I went to the doctor and found out that my baby was dead.
I have no idea where these are coming from, no idea what they signify, and if they're warnings then I don't want to leave my house anytime soon. But I just can't understand what's going on. Normally I have some strange dreams, or ones that upset me a little bit, but I've never had truly terrible nightmares all so close together.
Any suggestion on how to get rid of them? Cause right now they're messing with my sleep cycle a little bit.

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